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Monday, August 09, 2004 lalas. didnt go to church in da end. coz decided that i'll be rather extra. so yea, turned out that law went alone coz samuel was late? lol. yupp. thenn.. did some physics ten-year-series questions and bathed. prepared to go out.
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Saturday, August 07, 2004 hiakk. slept rather late yesterday. samuel is mad! he played soccer in da midnight with his friends. lol. glow-in-da-dark ball. LOL.
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a dream that will never come true
1:44 PM
chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] offline
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing
yawnnn. it has been so long since i updated my blog.. sheesh. =/ o lvls are here.. finally. haha. oh well, have been studying rather hard lately, hopefully can get l1r5 of around 15. my expectations aint too high.
ehhs.. went to lot 1 on sunday with englong. walk walk around. bought rings.. and took photos. xP lalas. super nice rings and photos! heh. ehhhs. yesterday was our 2nd mth together. =D been together for 2 months and countin~~ lalas.
yesterday had higher chinese paper 1 and 2. was almost late. went into the classroom just as the invigilator was giving out the paper. lol. power right? ehhss. paper 1 ended at about 10am.. then sk they all didnt wanna go outta school to eat. but the next paper from 2-4pm.. hungry lehs.. so yea.. nice englong sent food to nh.. =D superb boyfriend right? jealous jealous? lol.. ehhss.. yea. so i ate. and studied like mad.. for four hours. lol. in the end, the paper super easy.. but then i didnt learn how to construct the sentences, so my zao ju was a total disaster.. =P but my cloze passage was alright, rather confident of it, coz its easier than nh's standard..
so yea.. today, woke up. then go school. o lvl day 2. social studies paper. was okae... not too difficult. hmm, didnt have enough time to elaborate my points for the last question.. damn. spent too much time on first question. ahh.. but nvm, should be okae lar..
yups.. so here i am, at his house. studyin. haha. he's cookin` fried rice for me. lalas. my personal cook! =D~~ lalas. okaeee. im off! buh buaiii!
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lerv ..62
a dream that will never come true
2:45 PM
chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] offline
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing
prelims started todae. man. todae's papers sucked. emath paper was so darn easy yet i had a mental block. shit sias. social studies was a complete disaster. couldnt make out what the setter was trying to ask so had no choice to crap. irritating.
lalas. yea. after da papers, peishan and jiaqi left with siewkay and her mum. huiling and i took our own sweet time. aft that, i went to 4/9 to look for yans. asked her where she was going. she was going to clementi central to meet her dear gabriel. so took 96 with her coz i also going to meet muh dear. yeapp. so stood at mrt station for about ten to twenty minutes before he came. o.O" went to kfc to eat. met yans there. lalas.
met alot of pple on da way. said hi to most of them. lol. then came to his house. I LOVE HIS BABY COUSIN. she's so darn cute. =D lalas. yeaps. so using his comp now. slackin` around. man, im so gonna die for da physics paper tmr. x_x whatever, first three months.. im gonna stay at home and slack. x_x
kaeee. im off. outta here. buh buaiiis. good luck one and all for da exams. =D
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lerv ..19
a dream that will never come true
4:35 AM
chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] offline
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing
long long time since i updated..
my comp's down. now at long's house. sians. boring life. prelims coming. sighhs.
wonder how im gonna survive da prelims and da os. it's gonna be damn tough. yup.. just a lil update on my life.. badminton. study study study. that's about it la. haha. and of course.. him. well, shall not mention who la.. just a very nice guy.. haha..
havent been talking to alot of people for a long long time, maybe because my comp broke down.. or maybe just coz they dont wanna talk to me. ha.
am with this guy now. real nice guy. but too bad, forever doesnt exist. so we'll see how it goes.. but i really lyk him alot. well, leave it to God to decide how life's gonna be for us in da future.. he's like having trouble with his studies.. but i cant help. damn. feel so useless. =/
uh huh.. one week holiday.. slacking all da while.. im so gonna die for my prelims, some people out there must be waiting for this day. nobody is infallible. im gonna fall so damn hard on da ground.
bahs. dont know what's gonna happen to me. clinging on to so much stuff. it's killing me. truthfully, im jealous.. of her. hais. hopefully, one day he'll forget her.. bahs.. hopefully. my studies is like shit nors. health also soso nia. jialat sias. hais.
well, will update next time. aint got da mood to continue.. take care guys.
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lërv ..o8
a dream that will never come true
5:44 PM
chattin` with * huiling patrick
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * whatever has happened.
doing * nothing
friends? do they mean to tell others that 'you know how he/she's like, so why did you persist?'? are they there just to tell others that 'let him/her be upset/unhappy for all he/she like.'
bahs. it's all just too funny. should have avoided the matter. but i wrote everythin down. WHY? coz my conscience is so damn fucking clear. bahs. excuses? decide for yourself.
but im telling all of you now, my conscience is clear. but 'BRAVO, i succeeded in making her life miserable, intended or not'. i apologise for my mistakes. but why is it that people who were not supposed to be involved are involved? speaking up for your friend? well. you've done it. you've successfully messed up my life. thanks dudes and dudettes.
thanks to all whom have pointed out my mistakes.
but still, people out there who dont regard me as a friend, please scram.
to christabel, sherrie, 'to christabel' and -.- : i know you guys/girls hate me. but my true intention was never to mess up her life. i know whatever i say will be labelled as excuses. but i still have to explain myself. i'll get out of all your lives. hopefully you guys/girls will get out of mine too.
to cindy: i apologise for messing up your life though i never meant to.
to patrick, huiling, shuling: thanks for listening. but i still have to say, listen to both sides of the story first.
hopefully, this entire thing would be solved. and nobody will come ruin my life again. i'll change, i swear. but will you? will she? will he? will they? will YOU?
and whoever that 'to christabel' person is, please fucking scram yarh. my tagboard aint for you to criticise others. you wanna criticise bel, you go to her blog. dont fucking tag here.
common tests coming. wish all of you out there good luck, be it whether you're a friend or a foe.
a dream that will never come true
8:45 PM
chattin` with * huiling [msn] samuel [sms]
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * yesterday
listening to * mo ri zi lian
met jiaqi, boonheng, chinkuan and jeffrey at jurong east mrt. yeapp. then took train to city hall. met huiling. so many freaking people. walked to suntec. and guess what! i met yingqi, yingjing, yiling and their friends! haha.
went to eat at da food terrace. lol. we were saying that jiaqi wont eat. why? haha.. secret. xP
then went to esplanade. theatres by the bay. waited quite a while.
then was da fireworks. it was spectacular. fuck lor. so many people there then da reception damn lousy. -.- huiling's worst. her hp keep searching for network. samuel that toot, at first say see how wanna come anot. then in da end came with his friend. zz. yeapp. fireworks are NICE, SPECTACULAR, MARVELLOUS, everything nice! haha. then walked around. went to citylink 7-11 to meet shaun, eugene and eugene's girl, jamie. dont know if they are steads anot lar. then yea. waited a long long time for siewkay and peishan. as well as samuel's reply. -.-
then yea. they finally came. jeffrey left. after that went to watch da concert. stood across the road to look at da screen. bah. not very nice lar. only KOne's dance steps not bad. never see 5566. cant be bothered though. only think their songs are nice. their looks? -.- soso lar. different people have different opinions. zz.
after that took pictures with jiaqi they all. then walked back to mrt station. was asked to play pool at cck k-pool with samuel and his friend but then warning sms come liao, so didnt go.
then walked home. da road so dark. then stinko samuel say later mangkali come catch me -.- arbo is say monster come. toot lors. yeayyy. OH YEAHHH. huiling was rather troubled at da later part of the day. poor her. bleahs.
hl: be happy! smileee. time will soon tell you what to do.
sk: boo. =D thanks for ur company!
ps: =D=D=D love yerrr.
jq: u ate! haha. shocked us all! xP
boon: lol. send me da video!
shaun: horrr. ur hp wallpaper makes her look fat. change to another wallpaper larr!
jeff: hurr. yesterday you damn quiet siass..
samuel: stupid bangladesh monster. -growls-
shuling: bleahs. miss uuuuuu. =D -hugsss-
wanyi: WHY U NVR TAG HERE DE?
-.- : SKREW OFF. __
a dream that will never come true
4:06 PM
chattin` with * iezhi huiling
status * [ irc ] online. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * tomorrow
listening to * jay chou - qi li xiang
anywayyy. im going to da esplanade to catch sight of da fireworks tmr with peishan, siewkay, shaun, boon and jeff, i think. lol. FUN. lol. yeaa. its gonna be damn fun. lol. form of celebration for my birthday? lol. yea. then tmr morning going city harvest with law and samuel, i suppose, provided that i can wake up in da morning lar. lol.
uh huh. went down to buy dinner with my sister just now. was freaking xiasuayedddd. -blush- da stupid ljs guy.. was like "chilli or ketchup, SIR" talking to the guy behind me. then i freaking answered "both" before he said "SIR" what da fuck.. then my sis laughed at me. that ljs guy also.. freak lar... so paiseh lors.. =/ HE STUPID LAR. DONT KNOW HOW TO SPEAK FASTER. bleahs..
thenn yea.. now my dog's on my lap. so difficult to type. she keep sitting down then lie down. up down up down. so troublesome. bleahs..
kae larr. now telling huiling some stuff. signing off now. xP byeee.
a dream that will never come true
11:42 PM
