Friday, April 30, 2004 ___lloveeaattffirsttssightt** in pursuit of a dream ;
Tuesday, April 27, 2004 ___lloveeaattffirsttssightt** in pursuit of a dream ;
Monday, April 26, 2004 ___lloveeaattffirsttssightt** in pursuit of a dream ;
chattin` with * yijun
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * chemistry practical ; gonna flunk it
doing * rottin`
woohoo. does my blog look alright now? but i just hate the ads. grr. tried many html codes to remove them, but to no avail. boo. suck it.
had chemistry practical this morning. grrr x 2. was in the third shift. so yea, "quarantined" in the hall. sat with 6677 at the back of the hall. haha. picnic~ xP laughed quite a lot. lol. yea. especially siewkay and i. we laughed about what Js did. hiakk. contents shall not be revealed. hahaha.
yea. ants came crawlin` towards us. lol. yea. and i stepped on them, sorta ventin` my anger too. uh huh.
then, was the chem prac. fcuk it. i broke two boilin` tubes and i gave up on experiment one. uh huh. didnt finish the calculation and the deduction of S and T (or was it something else?). god. im gonna flunk this practical. thankfully, meisi whispered to me that the conc. HCl experiment has gas evolved. and she reminded me to thumb the test-tube. thanks lots. if not for that advice, i would have given up on the test. also, i realised that it was supposed to be conc. HCl only when i saw her walkin` to the front. =/
uh huh. 6677 talked about the faults they made and discussed the answers. fcuk. whatever they had said, i did not do. so, who do you think is gonna score lower? i was on the verge of cryin` then kathy sort of realised it and told me not to, tellin` me that she did not do well too. thanks kathy. tried so hard to walk away, didnt wanna listen to what they had said for i've done nothing on the question paper. experiments went haywire. observations all wrong. time inaccurate. calculations not done. deduction not done. test for cation not done. ARGHS! if you're gonna fail, think about me. dont worry, someone will score lower than you; me.
-claps-
yup. been quite stressed up lately. dad's kinda stressin` me already. fcuk. have been thinkin` so much lately. have been cryin` late at night lately. i dont know what's wrong with me. i may look happy-go-lucky but that doesnt mean i dont worry about my studies. im just not cut out for it. dont fcukin` despise me just because i aint good in my studies. gimme chances to prove it to you that i can make it.
time. i need time. space. i need space. i need to breathe. i shall work hard. not givin` up. i hope.
a dream that will never come true
10:46 PM
chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] away. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * mid year examinations
doing * slackin`
boo. i am back.
hahaha.
changed my layout to a simpler one. gonna inform everybody about my blog. spent several hours tryin` to solve some problems. screams*
lala. today, was a very borin` day. did nothing but slack, slack and slack. studied. lessons. boo. i almost slept.
had success english course after school. boo. boring. comprehension and summary skills. x(
then had geography thingy.
went down to canteen. saw jeffrey. asked him where siewkay they all were. but they left. so i asked if he and the other guys leavin` yet. so yea, i waited till they finished their game. uh huh.
saw weecheng and esther walkin` outta school. boon, shaun, eugene, jeff and derrick wanted to disturb them. so we chased after them. seemed a lil childish, but yea, quite cute of them. haha.
uh huh. exams' startin` next week. and im still slackin`. havent even started on anything yet. gee. i rock.
by the wayyy! those who wants me to link them from my blog, please leave a message on my tagboard! and remember to link yourself. =D
im outta here. gotta go sleep. am damn sleepy. zzz. peace out.
a dream that will never come true
10:09 PM
chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] away. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * how slack i am. >.<
doing * munchin` on gummy sweets bought from mini toons xP
=D muh first entry in this brand new blog. heh. yupp. pink. =D pink rocks! hiakk.
lala. today was a borin`, yet tirin` day. damn. i fell asleep durin` chem lessons and mrs siew stared at me. boo. had a long chat with hanhui yesterday. yup. haha. lame contents. xP yup. was talkin` about how shocked we were when we found out that we were related, somehow. haha.
yea. hanxian messaged me about his school fair. boo. too bad my prepaid doesnt have any money left in it. so i didnt reply him. x=
this morning, 6677 passed notes during social studies lessons. hiakk. we were talkin` about cute guys, cool guys and muscle men. LOL. x= contents shall not be revealed. =D~
lala. then, after school, siewkay, peishan and i were havin` this debate over this particular math question. i almost vomitted blood and died on the spot. xP
went to lot 1 after school with peishan, jiaqi and siewkay. ate macdonalds' ice cream. woots! =D~ lala. bought sweets from mini toons too! =D~~~~
oh yah, melissa [nball] boarded the bus with a guy. then they sat behind us. lala. siewkay was talkin` about growin` taller. so i said "what's the use of growin` taller when the guys now are so short?" lol! then there was silence. yea. the guy with melissa was short. and i didnt realise he might think im referring to him until there was silence. then jq, sk and ps just stared at me. and all of a sudden, we burst into laughter. whahahaha. xD i didnt say that deliberately marr. lol. x=
lalalala. yeaa. was quite fun today.
after that, i went home. took the lrt. then there was this damn indian baby. he cried at the top of his lungs. i blasted my discman but was still able to hear his cries. i wanted to screammm!!! =/ but i thought i should tolerate, after all, he's still a kid. grr. but i could tell many people were beginnin` to feel frustrated. warm weather + screamin` kid = intolerable. grr.
yea. then came home, put down my bag. and took my dog out for a walk. haha. she just bathed yesterday. =D~ and i was her hairdresser, i trimmed her fur. aint i nice? xP
a dream that will never come true
6:20 PM
