musique*

2005-01-01T13:44:00.000-08:00

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2004-11-02T14:45:00.000-08:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] offline
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing

yawnnn. it has been so long since i updated my blog.. sheesh. =/ o lvls are here.. finally. haha. oh well, have been studying rather hard lately, hopefully can get l1r5 of around 15. my expectations aint too high.
ehhs.. went to lot 1 on sunday with englong. walk walk around. bought rings.. and took photos. xP lalas. super nice rings and photos! heh. ehhhs. yesterday was our 2nd mth together. =D been together for 2 months and countin~~ lalas.
yesterday had higher chinese paper 1 and 2. was almost late. went into the classroom just as the invigilator was giving out the paper. lol. power right? ehhss. paper 1 ended at about 10am.. then sk they all didnt wanna go outta school to eat. but the next paper from 2-4pm.. hungry lehs.. so yea.. nice englong sent food to nh.. =D superb boyfriend right? jealous jealous? lol.. ehhss.. yea. so i ate. and studied like mad.. for four hours. lol. in the end, the paper super easy.. but then i didnt learn how to construct the sentences, so my zao ju was a total disaster.. =P but my cloze passage was alright, rather confident of it, coz its easier than nh's standard..
so yea.. today, woke up. then go school. o lvl day 2. social studies paper. was okae... not too difficult. hmm, didnt have enough time to elaborate my points for the last question.. damn. spent too much time on first question. ahh.. but nvm, should be okae lar..
yups.. so here i am, at his house. studyin. haha. he's cookin` fried rice for me. lalas. my personal cook! =D~~ lalas. okaeee. im off! buh buaiii!
iloveyou.o1o9o4
lerv ..62

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2004-09-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] offline
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing

prelims started todae. man. todae's papers sucked. emath paper was so darn easy yet i had a mental block. shit sias. social studies was a complete disaster. couldnt make out what the setter was trying to ask so had no choice to crap. irritating.
lalas. yea. after da papers, peishan and jiaqi left with siewkay and her mum. huiling and i took our own sweet time. aft that, i went to 4/9 to look for yans. asked her where she was going. she was going to clementi central to meet her dear gabriel. so took 96 with her coz i also going to meet muh dear. yeapp. so stood at mrt station for about ten to twenty minutes before he came. o.O" went to kfc to eat. met yans there. lalas.
met alot of pple on da way. said hi to most of them. lol. then came to his house. I LOVE HIS BABY COUSIN. she's so darn cute. =D lalas. yeaps. so using his comp now. slackin` around. man, im so gonna die for da physics paper tmr. x_x whatever, first three months.. im gonna stay at home and slack. x_x
kaeee. im off. outta here. buh buaiiis. good luck one and all for da exams. =D
iloveyou.o1o9o4
lerv ..19

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2004-09-09T17:44:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] offline
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing

long long time since i updated..
my comp's down. now at long's house. sians. boring life. prelims coming. sighhs.
wonder how im gonna survive da prelims and da os. it's gonna be damn tough. yup.. just a lil update on my life.. badminton. study study study. that's about it la. haha. and of course.. him. well, shall not mention who la.. just a very nice guy.. haha..
havent been talking to alot of people for a long long time, maybe because my comp broke down.. or maybe just coz they dont wanna talk to me. ha.
am with this guy now. real nice guy. but too bad, forever doesnt exist. so we'll see how it goes.. but i really lyk him alot. well, leave it to God to decide how life's gonna be for us in da future.. he's like having trouble with his studies.. but i cant help. damn. feel so useless. =/
uh huh.. one week holiday.. slacking all da while.. im so gonna die for my prelims, some people out there must be waiting for this day. nobody is infallible. im gonna fall so damn hard on da ground.
bahs. dont know what's gonna happen to me. clinging on to so much stuff. it's killing me. truthfully, im jealous.. of her. hais. hopefully, one day he'll forget her.. bahs.. hopefully. my studies is like shit nors. health also soso nia. jialat sias. hais.
well, will update next time. aint got da mood to continue.. take care guys.
iloveyou.o1o9o4
lërv ..o8

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2004-08-10T20:45:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * huiling patrick
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * whatever has happened.
doing * nothing

... im sick of all da insults you guys hurled on me.
friends? do they mean to tell others that 'you know how he/she's like, so why did you persist?'? are they there just to tell others that 'let him/her be upset/unhappy for all he/she like.'
bahs. it's all just too funny. should have avoided the matter. but i wrote everythin down. WHY? coz my conscience is so damn fucking clear. bahs. excuses? decide for yourself.
but im telling all of you now, my conscience is clear. but 'BRAVO, i succeeded in making her life miserable, intended or not'. i apologise for my mistakes. but why is it that people who were not supposed to be involved are involved? speaking up for your friend? well. you've done it. you've successfully messed up my life. thanks dudes and dudettes.
thanks to all whom have pointed out my mistakes.
but still, people out there who dont regard me as a friend, please scram.
to christabel, sherrie, 'to christabel' and -.- : i know you guys/girls hate me. but my true intention was never to mess up her life. i know whatever i say will be labelled as excuses. but i still have to explain myself. i'll get out of all your lives. hopefully you guys/girls will get out of mine too.
to cindy: i apologise for messing up your life though i never meant to.
to patrick, huiling, shuling: thanks for listening. but i still have to say, listen to both sides of the story first.
hopefully, this entire thing would be solved. and nobody will come ruin my life again. i'll change, i swear. but will you? will she? will he? will they? will YOU?
and whoever that 'to christabel' person is, please fucking scram yarh. my tagboard aint for you to criticise others. you wanna criticise bel, you go to her blog. dont fucking tag here.
common tests coming. wish all of you out there good luck, be it whether you're a friend or a foe.

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2004-08-09T16:06:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * huiling [msn] samuel [sms]
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * yesterday
listening to * mo ri zi lian

lalas. didnt go to church in da end. coz decided that i'll be rather extra. so yea, turned out that law went alone coz samuel was late? lol. yupp. thenn.. did some physics ten-year-series questions and bathed. prepared to go out.
met jiaqi, boonheng, chinkuan and jeffrey at jurong east mrt. yeapp. then took train to city hall. met huiling. so many freaking people. walked to suntec. and guess what! i met yingqi, yingjing, yiling and their friends! haha.
went to eat at da food terrace. lol. we were saying that jiaqi wont eat. why? haha.. secret. xP
then went to esplanade. theatres by the bay. waited quite a while.
then was da fireworks. it was spectacular. fuck lor. so many people there then da reception damn lousy. -.- huiling's worst. her hp keep searching for network. samuel that toot, at first say see how wanna come anot. then in da end came with his friend. zz. yeapp. fireworks are NICE, SPECTACULAR, MARVELLOUS, everything nice! haha. then walked around. went to citylink 7-11 to meet shaun, eugene and eugene's girl, jamie. dont know if they are steads anot lar. then yea. waited a long long time for siewkay and peishan. as well as samuel's reply. -.-
then yea. they finally came. jeffrey left. after that went to watch da concert. stood across the road to look at da screen. bah. not very nice lar. only KOne's dance steps not bad. never see 5566. cant be bothered though. only think their songs are nice. their looks? -.- soso lar. different people have different opinions. zz.
after that took pictures with jiaqi they all. then walked back to mrt station. was asked to play pool at cck k-pool with samuel and his friend but then warning sms come liao, so didnt go.
then walked home. da road so dark. then stinko samuel say later mangkali come catch me -.- arbo is say monster come. toot lors. yeayyy. OH YEAHHH. huiling was rather troubled at da later part of the day. poor her. bleahs.
hl: be happy! smileee. time will soon tell you what to do.
sk: boo. =D thanks for ur company!
ps: =D=D=D love yerrr.
jq: u ate! haha. shocked us all! xP
boon: lol. send me da video!
shaun: horrr. ur hp wallpaper makes her look fat. change to another wallpaper larr!
jeff: hurr. yesterday you damn quiet siass..
samuel: stupid bangladesh monster. -growls-
shuling: bleahs. miss uuuuuu. =D -hugsss-
wanyi: WHY U NVR TAG HERE DE?
-.- : SKREW OFF. __

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2004-08-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * iezhi huiling
status * [ irc ] online. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * tomorrow
listening to * jay chou - qi li xiang

hiakk. slept rather late yesterday. samuel is mad! he played soccer in da midnight with his friends. lol. glow-in-da-dark ball. LOL.
anywayyy. im going to da esplanade to catch sight of da fireworks tmr with peishan, siewkay, shaun, boon and jeff, i think. lol. FUN. lol. yeaa. its gonna be damn fun. lol. form of celebration for my birthday? lol. yea. then tmr morning going city harvest with law and samuel, i suppose, provided that i can wake up in da morning lar. lol.
uh huh. went down to buy dinner with my sister just now. was freaking xiasuayedddd. -blush- da stupid ljs guy.. was like "chilli or ketchup, SIR" talking to the guy behind me. then i freaking answered "both" before he said "SIR" what da fuck.. then my sis laughed at me. that ljs guy also.. freak lar... so paiseh lors.. =/ HE STUPID LAR. DONT KNOW HOW TO SPEAK FASTER. bleahs..
thenn yea.. now my dog's on my lap. so difficult to type. she keep sitting down then lie down. up down up down. so troublesome. bleahs..
kae larr. now telling huiling some stuff. signing off now. xP byeee.

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2004-08-06T20:42:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * huiling
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * today =D
doing * watching tv.

yesterday night at ten plus, got a call from huiling. and an sms. called her back then she asked me to conference with daihua and thianming. then ok lor, i called daihua's phone. then they were like, "go kbox with us tmr lar." coz sotong huiling told them that she would turn up only if i went. but damn awkward lor, not very close with them and im broke. so daihua say nvm, money they settle. lol. so i said, ok lorrr. from ten plus talk to twelve plus lor.. zz.
yeapp. this morning was utterly, disgustingly, boringly boring. damn it lors. waste my time watching the cheer comp. all da sec4s were like, sleeping? if not talking among ourselves. then finally the day ended. haha. during the singing session, sec4s damn steady, we were da 1st to stand up. coz it seems that none of the sec1s to sec3s know about the nanhua tradition of standing up when they sing. xP
yeaa. then went to jec with huiling, serena and liping to meet daihua and thianming. went to kbox. k65 haha. my first time at kbox. lol. it was super, ultra, damn, darn boring at first. we were sleeping? haha. then daihua began to sing. man, daihua has a nice voice. lol.
yeapp. then lemme think.. loads of pple came. haha. delon came. jianru and samuel ho came too. meixiong also. btw, kaiyan and friends were at another room. and xiu and her friends in another room too. uh huh. they sang quite a lot of songs. everybody sang except for huiling and me. lol. we sang lar, but never use mic. =D
sang loads of songs. all the old songs. westlife, bsb, she, sammi. loads. even hokkien song. lol. sing until damn high lar. coz thianming they all damn funny lors. lol! sang songs got to do with brotherhood. haha. can see the love delon, thian ming and daihua shared. LOL. x= and they sang dui mian de nü hai kan guo lai. LOL. damn fun! haha.
we exceeded the time by about 1 hr larr. but who cares.. x= then went downstairs to eat. saw yingqi, yingjing, xiaoting, yiling and qinrui in ljs. then saw vivian, jaslyn, lixian they all also. saw samuel kong and his friends too. lol. we ate. then xiuling came and join us. they wanted to go play pool at clementi but xiu, hl and i dont want to. wanted to go wcp to fly kite at first. but then decided not to coz the weather sucks. so went to look for serena, liping and the guys. ehh. liangguang, alan came too. =D
serena and daihua versus each other. daihua damn stress lor. coz serena is GOOD. lol. but n the end, daihua won lar. ehhs. oh yarh, before xiu, hl and i went in, serena brought us clothes. damn gao xiao lor. xiu snatch for liping's sweater to wear over sch u. then i snatched for thianming's big black shirt. left with delon's jersey for huiling. xP but in the end, huiling took out her badge lar. then nvr wear the jersey. lol. yea, after that xiu wasnt feeling well. so we left first. hl went to take 165. i pei xiu go taxi stand wait for cab. after that walk to 184 bus stop. and i met jeffrey lee, my daddy. LOL. shocked me lor. it has been 305173506835096357035 years since i last met him. but he was the one who saw me 1st lar. haha.
then was smsing samuel, peishan and shuling on the bus. was asking ling if she was free. go watch movie. but she wasnt lar. so i went home to sleep. ehhs.
for the conclusion, i thought today will be boring and awkward but luckily not lar.. lol.. quite fun lar. enjoyed myself. =D thanks guys.

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2004-08-05T19:55:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * samuel
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * you
doing * watching tv.

haha. i watching xi lin men now. lol. and getting so irritated by the characters in the show. stupid dajie and erjie! only care about money. lol. samuel also watching. then we're like, scolding the two of them? lol.
lala~ im going to warren tmr~~with.. i think, siewkay, peishan, jiaqi, kathy, kengyeow, chinkuan, boonheng and jeffrey. should be lar. lol. not sure yet though..
hmm. played netball today. damn it lor. keep screwing up. fcuk sias. =/ so xiasuay. chng was like, what the heck is wrong with you! coz chng join my team mar. bibibabibu. suay.
yea. and i think im gonna fail my relative velocity test. :(
alright lar. i go watch tv. xP

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2004-08-04T22:12:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * samuel huiling jiaqi
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * chem project
doing * nothing

stayed back in school to think about how to present our chem project. thought of a way. hope it'll be interesting. xP
ps damn blur today. deleted all the msgs from her inbox. diao~~
lalas. always tell yourself not to give up, for sunshine always comes after the rain~ =D
havent been playing much badminton for the past two days. siannn.
lalas. studyyyy. haha. im off to study my geo. =D buh buai.
youmeanalottome.cozyoubringoutthebestinme.

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2004-08-03T20:27:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * shatec
doing * nothing

oh well. today was a boring day. boring lessons. didnt have the mood to play badminton also. today was simply boring. msged samuel a little. msged eugene`ng also. he msged me last night to ask me go watch show.
yup. had da stupid shatec thing. the eating part was funny. loads of funny stuff happened to my table and jeffrey's table. lol. THAT WAITER CALLED ADRIAN IS CUTE. haha. my class girls were like 'wah. that waiter very shuai leh!' after the entire thingy. and i think he heard us say that. lol.
gave my dessert to weiwei. weiwei finished my dessert and siewkay's lor! we were so damn full yet he could still finish the two pieces of cake! power! lol. then walked to westmall with peishan, huiling and siewkay. (= peishan and huiling bought jay's new cd. then huiling left. siewkay and peishan went to wait for siewkay's mum to come fetch them. so i went to bk to meet eugene. yup. that stupid guy.. smoke smoke smoke.. -.-"
then that kaisheng also around lar. then kaisheng go talk to eugene. then in the end leh, ask for cigaratte from eugene. -.-"""" then he went back to the girl he was with. bibibabibu. he was like 'ni men liang ge shi stead ar?'. make me so paiseh. then i say no lar! siao! one guy one girl together means stead meh? then i saw.... WAS THAT YINGQI OR YINGJING? x= with albany also.. lol.. paiseh sias.. till now cant differentiate da both of you. what a jie.. tell me some ways to differentiate Yingqi from Yingjing leh.. x=
uh huh. first part of today was boring lar.. second part still alright. kae lar.. need to get my chem project done.. and also study for da geography test. lol.

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2004-08-02T23:09:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * heji samuel
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * who da note-leaver is
doing * nothing

well well. stupid, annoying bitch. to say the truth, i never denied the fact that i suck and am a bitch. but look who's bitchin` around here. (= as what i said, if you dont like me, just skrew far far away from my blog. why bother to read what i write when it just puts you off? nobody is infallible. if you dare leave notes, why not just put your name down. you are just another loser who's trying to put me down. but i tell you, im not going to be affected. i have friends who are worthy of my care. if you're a foe, please scram yarh. i dont need you by my side. but thank you for telling me how much i suck. people can change. but i doubt you'llever change. why get so bothered by what i write? and by the way, it's my life, and you've no right to interfere. i've no right to stop you from hating me. but still, this is my blog. if you're out to disiao me, and to tell me how much i suck, i'm telling you, you dont have to do this anymore. coz i know how much i suck since day one and i will try to change myself. but again, you've no right to interfere in my life. anyway, thanks patrick, yingqi and michelle tan for defending me. but it's obvious who's bitchin` around here. i dont wanna get involved in any conflicts but yea, you're just picking on me. what more can i do? nobody is infallible. nobody is perfect. well, get lost if you dislike me, i dont need you to act like a friend or even a foe. my life will be much better w/o you and vice versa, i believe.

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2004-08-01T19:48:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] busy
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing

below's an extract from kaingee's blog..

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot..
Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.."
The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable and it's bothering me while i drive."
The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken. There were two people on themotorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived...
The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him,got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and die himself.
Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale.

well.. touching aint it? haha.. feeling rather lost at da moment. weird weird feeling. wrote this ai qing gu shi in chinese. haha. wrote down everything i felt. and what da heck. read it once through and i cried. stupid..

went to huiling's house yesterday. did most of the project. loads of funny stuff happened. TORTOISES UNITE! (=

yups. then came home, bathed and smsed. then yea. talked on the phone.. until two thirty coz parents were nagging. after that slept.

woke up. read novel. watched tv. smsed. did homework. BORING. wanted to go out to study but nobody was free. wanted to go to church but nobody was free too. damn. BORING. end my life.

updated:
i dont know who that person -.- is. but yea, its my blog and i've the right to type whatever i want. im typing all that happened. so what is your problem? i typed patrick's name too. does that mean im in love with him? helluva crap. fcukin` screw off if you dont like me. if you're just another jealous freak, for God-knows-what-reason, then scram lar.. i dont think im being offensive coz you were the one who started it. and samuel's my friend. so why cant i talk about him? arghs.

2004-07-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * shuling
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * badminton!
doing * nothing

oh well. im dead beat. anyway, sorry if i sounded harsh in yesterday's entry.. kae. yesterday, we had pe. played netball with my class girls and mr chng. was damn fun. =D after pe was recess. played badminton. haha. damn shiok. then lessons were boring. played badminton again during lunch time at the fifth floor landing with my class guys and 6677. ROCKS! haha. after school, we played again. then i was feeling damn energetic lor! LOL. alright. then today, during recess, played badminton again! haha! STUPID ME DIDNT HOLD DA RACKET PROPERLY AND IT FLEW OUTTA MY HANDS. WHAHAHA. but jiaqi more skill! fly so far away from her. lol. and she rocks lor.. keep making the shuttlecocks fly downstairs as well as stuck at the metal thingy on top. LOL. x= alrighty. played during lunch time also! =D as well as after school. haha. all the way till five plus. now my hand's aching. well, legs too. lol. going to huiling's house tomorrow to do chemistry project! xP GOING TO EAT PRATA ALSO! FINALLY! haha. cultural potpourri day wanted to go eat de.. but yea nors... haha.
hahahaha. LALALLALA. im mad lar. lol. AND SAMUEL PASSED HIS DRIVING TEST ON WEDNESDAY! yes. haha. huiling, peishan and i wanted to call him. went outta class during cheena lessons but stupid sias.. he preparing, cannot pick up call. lol. but nvm lar, i already wished him good luck. well, i guessed loads of people prayed for him. lol. he was damn worried i guess. coz he scored 60+ demerit points thingy at first. then reduced to 2. now 10 nia. not bad larr~
haha. lalalala. hes at church now la. so yea. haha. anyway, abt the badminton thingy! i enjoyed every moment spent with you guys! oh yar, also to yanyi, THANKS GIRL for being there for me. see when want go study again remember to tell me alright. (=
lalalalala. 4/7 rocks. =D

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2004-07-28T20:22:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * maurice
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * all the stuff that has happened.
doing * nothing

i think its time for me to face it.
nobody ever told you this, i guess, so im telling you now. what you've done shows how possesive you are. but many of us just dont wanna tell you this. ive done my part as a friend. so please let me finish what ive to say. after which, i will let go. and never shall this friendship be brought up again.
i guess you must be hating me. but i dont understand why. hes a friend afterall, i see no need in avoiding him. you're blaming me for something you told me to do. and i dont know why you get pissed off when the others talk to him, its not as if hes yours.. i guess nobody told you that, so i shall be the first. jealousy reigns within you. but i know its not as though you want that to happen.
be it a thousand days or even a million, he doesnt even care. maybe he did, but da degree of jealousy is scaring him off, i guess. everything im saying here is what i feel. it has nothing got to do with anybody else. hate me for all you like, just dont get the others involved. i believe ive done my part as a friend. oh well, perhaps to you, im not a friend. ive tried my best to maintain this friendship. we've gone through thick and thin. quarelled. patched up. everything. from losing my best friend to losing your phone. i admit its my fault at times. but its not as if you've done nothing wrong. it hurts to see my best friend become yours. but its all part and parcel of life. i've accepted it.
i swear all i said was nothing but the truth. the truth hurts so be it if you cant accept it. ive not exaggerated anything. neither have i added stuff. all i wanted was to relive the pain i was feeling deep within me. i never took this friendship for granted, hopefully, you didnt either. well. i think after reading all these. you must be hating me even more.
anyway. ive never thought of coming between the both of you. and all that ive said is the truth. and i hope you'll believe me for the last time. so im letting go now. and may Lord forgive us for all da mistakes ive done. and may you be happy always. thanks for the fond memories you've given me. goodbye my friend.

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2004-07-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

talkin` to:: samuel benedict
doing:: watching tv
thinkin` of:: how this friendship's gonna end. or is it not? i dont know.

sigh. was xiasuay-fied yesterday. =/ shall not elaborate on the details..
HAISSS. WATCHING TV. CHEN HAN WEI ASKING FIONA XIE TO BE GIRLFRIEND. so touching. hais...
talked to yanyi today. thanks girl for being there for me.. went to JE library to study with her. great great companion. was on da verge of crying several times.. but yea.. didnt.
confused ass.

you were everything
everything that i wanted
we were meant to be
supposed to be, but we lost it
and da memories so close to me, just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

2004-07-25T18:49:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * cheelup samuelstatus * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * you cultural potpourri
doing * watching tv
whaha. potpourri's over!
was damn fun ytd. loads of people cried, though. but i didnt! haha. lala. took loads of photos with bandmates. xP egoistic us. LOL. buay tahan. we took loads and loads of photos! using both charissa's and rena's dcam.
haha. was wondering where to go after potpourri. then was asked to go with marc, panda, samuel they all to eat prata. but then i didnt lar.. arbo so extra.. and.. dont want people to misunderstand. -.-
yeapp. then went to eat with weiwei, chinkuan, peishan, siewkay, derrick, jeffrey, jiaqi, patrick and weecheng. sherman and jiawei came along too. went to hawker centre behind ginza to eat. =D
after that went home. but before going home, peishan and i met samuel and passed him his belated birthday present. haha.
uh huh. erhh. had gastric. fucking pain lor. i even cried. bibibabibu.
then went home ate gastric medicine and was alright already. lalalala. talked on the phone. yea lor. talked from 2 plus to 5 plus in the morning. until my mum came and kaobei me. lol.. wasnt sleepy but i just slept once i put down the phone. LOL. slept till 3 plus in the afternoon. LOL~~~ I ROCK. haha.
lalaaaa. think that's about it larr. oh ya. steven and bob came back too! haha. took photos with them too. asked somebody to come take picture with me but he didnt want to coz he was afraid that he couldnt go in again once he came out. -.-" took photos with bernadette lim, mr foo and mr pandian! hahahaha. x= BETTY ONG WAS HOT YESTERDAY! lol. RED HOT. xP xP xP kaee larrr. okok. i go watch tv liaoo. buh buaii. xP ILU.

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2004-07-17T14:08:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * maurice samuel
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online using cindy's account
thinkin` of * yesterday
doing * nothing

yawnn. im at cindy's house now. going to church later with her. lalalala. anywayy. went to sherrie's hse yesterday for her bbq. lalala. it was fun. so many people. yea. people laughed. people cried. loads of things happened lar..
hmm, was consoling linus together with adam and cindy. yar, he's alright now. haha. hang out with ie zhi, celestine, ronald, charmaine, sheryl and benjamin. guoxing came at a later time. erhhh. yea. weirong and gang were there too. something unhappy happened. get it clear yar. it's not that i dont wanna give him an answer. it's coz i doubt him. kae. =/
anywayyy. kept walking around with adam and the others. yup. took several photos. with cindy, adam, iezhi and celestine. =D yup. ie zhi is still as cute lorrrr. celestine still as pretty. charmaine and ronald are still as sweet together. sheryl and her stead are so sweet together too. adam is still as cool. everybody's still the same, i guess. (= erhh. dont know what to say liao. lol. oh yarr.. had a hard time trying to entertaine everybody, especially iezhi, celestine and samuel. and yea! adam found his primary-six-irc-friend. LOL. who is none other than my primary school mate, celestine. kaeeee. time for cindy to blog. byeeee people.

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2004-07-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * huiling weisheng
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * o levels
doing * nothing

lala. havent been updating for quite a white. missed me? lol. anywayyy. life was utterly boring. is still boring me. and will still be boring. bleahh.
yeaa. on 1st july, didnt go for band practice coz was celebrating huiling's birthday in advance. well, i wished her happy birthday at 11.59pm. damn it. i thought i was the first. soo sad. =/
went to the SYF opening ceremony. well, rv band was good. hurr. as expected, tanjong katong band won, again. lol. they are really damn good lor. =/ just too bad their drum major didnt get the drum major award. haha. in fact, it's always bowen band and tk band competing. the other two bands that get into the finals can be considered as extras. no offence, but yea, that's how i feel.
nan hua symphonic band will never be like that, i guess. we're getting from bad to worse. look at the attitude of the band members. we have people like me who have completely lost our faith in the band. and we have people who suck up to their seniors just to get a post in the committee. we have people who think they're oh, so great. and we have teacher-in-charge who doesnt seem to bother about the band. how far can we get like that? -.-"
i can say, firmly, that nh band wasnt the way it is now. when i first came into nh band, the seniors were so great. nh band was so united. in 2oo2, after xiao chun they all left, band was less united, but we still tried our best to interact with the juniors. and luckily, some of them were still rather ok that year. in 2oo3, we were alright, not too bad, but it seemed like the fight for posts in band was rather obvious and takin` its toll on us. oh well, after my batch became the seniors, band seems to be fallin` apart. well, i admit im at fault. but who should we blame for the lost of interest in band practices? whatever yea. whatever.
to hell with people who try to suck up to us, the seniors, just to get a post. to hell with the juniors who have so damn fcuked-up attitude. to hell with the new band room, that is so damn small. to hell with people who think that nh band is insignificant. to hell with people who had caused the band to turn out to be the way it is now. to hell with people like me who lost interest and confidence in band.
bahhh. sometimes i wonder how the teachers who are in charge are able to select people for the committee when they BARELY appear in band. the fate of our band lies in the committee. and these teachers, who are barely HERE, select the committee. well, they said that it is according to votes. well, everyone of us had 3 votes. so why is it that people who were nominated, like christofle, are not in the committee. many of us voted for him, im sure. -.- teachers in charge ought to turn up for every band practice to see how the band is going, instead of listening to just the opinions of the majors.
for the discipline of our band, i dont see any problem. jokes are meant to brighten up every single one of our days. so i dont understand why people who joke are considered as rebellious. talking is something every one of us do every day. argh. whatever.
i think that's all i have to say. may God bless our band. and may the people who are freakin` destroyin` the band wake up. we, the sec4s, will have nothing got to do with the band after july. so HOPEFULLY, the new committee will lead the band PROPERLY and the committee in 2oo6 will be FAIRLY chosen.

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2004-06-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * jiaqi siewkay huiling boon
status * [ irc ] online. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * you
doing * nothing

yawnn. imu.
sighhh. darn bored. darn broke. fcuk it. when is shuling gonna return me my money.. though its a small amount, but to me, its a lot!!! arghhh!
youyouyouyouyou. grr. memories linger. hopes dashed. but you still live within mee. bleahh. whats wrong. i dont know. bahhhhhh. why did you have to talk to meee. sighh.
siann. kae lar. im outta here.

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2004-06-10T12:59:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * benedict
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing

zzz. chalet was boring! i just slept and slept and slept. uh huh. yea. several scary stuff happened. lol. maybe coz we thought too much?
erhh. overslept today. didnt go for math remedial. bleahhs. erhhh. did math hw yesterday. IM SO GUAI! LOL. x=
lala. life's boring. ehhs. if anyone of you wants to go out, ask me along yea. LOL. but depends on whether im lazy anot lar. x=
hmm, siannn. zzz. anyone who is bored, feel free to sms\call me. LOL.
yawnnnn. boring.
zzz. mia from irc for a long long long long time. =/

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2004-06-05T01:06:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * nothing

yawnn. had HCl supplementary class yesterday. I WAS EXTREMELY, DRASTICALLY, UTTERLY BLUR. i woke up at 6.30am, thinkin` that lessons start at 8am. LIKE WHAT THE HECK!!! lessons supposed to start at 10am. so i ended up slackin` in school for two hours. SUCKS!
lessons were BORING. SIMPLY BORING. after that, i was supposed to go to Singapore Polytechnic for the course thingy, but we decided not to go. yea. we went to cineleisure to eat. had lunch at Pastamania. DELICIOUS. xP sk treated us to pizza. haha. =D waited quite a while for [KY]² to arrive. the two of them arhh... keep tian mi mi. qing qing wo wo. take such a long time to come. x=
then went up to look at the time slots for movie. watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. WAH PIANG. THIS SHOW SUPERB SIAS!!! haha. quite a twist in the end. lol. but all in all, it was fabulous. =D but Troy's still better. ANYWAYYYY RON IS DARN CUTE! lol. he's like, darn blur? lol. cute guy. xP
oh yarhh. i think i saw the friendster yandao yesterday at cine. xP his name is Le-en. haha. he's damn cuteee. x= yup yup.
anyway, im going off to chalet on 7th june. dont miss me yarh. x= BUT DAMN SIAN LOR. still have to come back to school everyday of the chalet. BOO. FCUK THE SCHOOL. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. GRRRR!

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2004-06-02T23:18:00.001-07:00

chattin` with * iezhi
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * you
doing * watching tv

haiiis. sians. anw, i enjoyed my day yesterday at ECP. (= shall not elaborate about what happened.
HAIIIIIS. imu. imu. imu.
=/
what's happening to me.. SIGHHHH.
missin` you

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2004-05-31T22:04:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * class outing
doing * slacking

bahhs. had SS supplementary lessons this morning. took a cab down to school as i was late. yea. IM BROKE. =/
boring SS lessons. then went to Ginza to have lunch with peishan, siewkay and jiaqi. peishan left first. sk, jq and i then walked back to school with the guys for Physics remedial. junhong, chinkuan, sk, jq and i played worms in 4o6. x= then after that we went down to parade square to play netball and/or basketball. LOL. fun fun. =D
went up to class at 3pm. went to 4o5 classroom. =D had physics lesson.
FUCK THE SCHOOL. CANT PASS PHYSICS FOR PRELIMS MEANS YOU CANT TAKE PHYSICS DURING THE O LEVELS. UNFAIR! pandian says he means it. FUCK. MEANS IF I DONT PASS PRELIMS, I CANT TAKE PHYSICS O LEVELS. FUCK THE SCHOOL!!!
-phew- ventin` my anger. sorry.
havin` english success course tomorrow. then havin` english lessons. sians 1/2. yea. after that going Pastamania to celebrate sk's birthday. =D~
then going down to East Coast Park for class barbeque. hope it will turn out fine! still considerin` whether to stay overnight.. havent ask my parents. but i can go for the bbq. dont know can stay anot. aiyah. see first lar.
haha. my tagbox is up. so yea, tag alright!!! =D =D =D
those who want me to link their web/blogs pls leave ur addy in the tagbox! =D

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2004-05-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * how boring my life is
doing * slacking

yawnnn. boring sias.
finally finish doing up my blog. it was rather screwed up before. yea.
am sick. have been coughin` the entire day. didnt even go run with siewkay they all. yea. lots of things approaching. life's movin` at such a fast pace. i cant catch up.
no life.
bahhs. bad bad results on the report book. but who cares.. its only the mid year. dont worry guys, i will work hard during the prelims and o levels. =D
talked to eugene yesterday night. haha. really regretted not havin` to cherish him last time. but yea, am glad he's happy. =D
yawnn. watched Troy with 6677 at Tiong Bahru Plaza on Friday. it's damn nice. =D THAT GUY WHOM ORLANDO BLOOM PASSED THE SWORD TO AT THE END OF THE SHOW IS SO YANDAO!!! haha. orlando bloom looks a lil gayish in this show. brad pitt looks damn suave in the armour. LOL. x= then jiaqi said if we were in the wrong theatre when the scene of the couples havin` sex was on the screen. LOL. yea. Troy's a fantastic show.
wanna watch Harry Porter and Mean Girls. =D yea. wait till i become rich. haha
having chalet on 7th to 9th June at Sentosa. damn. we still have to come back to school. that means, we have to wake up damn early and walk out of sentosa, then catch a bus to school. FUCK THE SCHOOL! x=
haha. im mad lar, pardon me. uh huh. i guess im going outta here. =D buh buai. will be putting my chatterbox up soon. i forgot my password. X= take care dudes and dudettes. xP

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2004-05-25T03:43:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * derrick cindy
status * [ irc ] idle. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * nothing
doing * coughing

am trying muh luck on this thing. wonder if im entry will appear. screwed up blogger. -.-
am sick today. didnt go to school. bahhs. doesnt make a difference actually. life's boring. chatted with ivan just now. uh huh. he's going back to yiss in july. that's great. haha.
been driftin` apart from shuling and wanyi. yea. it's always over money. sucks.
im in need of money. i need money for the chalet. i need money to pay the class. i need money to return to charissa. i need money to buy things for the chalet. arghs. im like, fuckin` broke now? -.-
-screams- life sucks. it really does!

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2004-04-30T22:46:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * yijun
status * [ irc ] offline. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * chemistry practical ; gonna flunk it
doing * rottin`

woohoo. does my blog look alright now? but i just hate the ads. grr. tried many html codes to remove them, but to no avail. boo. suck it.
had chemistry practical this morning. grrr x 2. was in the third shift. so yea, "quarantined" in the hall. sat with 6677 at the back of the hall. haha. picnic~ xP laughed quite a lot. lol. yea. especially siewkay and i. we laughed about what Js did. hiakk. contents shall not be revealed. hahaha.
yea. ants came crawlin` towards us. lol. yea. and i stepped on them, sorta ventin` my anger too. uh huh.
then, was the chem prac. fcuk it. i broke two boilin` tubes and i gave up on experiment one. uh huh. didnt finish the calculation and the deduction of S and T (or was it something else?). god. im gonna flunk this practical. thankfully, meisi whispered to me that the conc. HCl experiment has gas evolved. and she reminded me to thumb the test-tube. thanks lots. if not for that advice, i would have given up on the test. also, i realised that it was supposed to be conc. HCl only when i saw her walkin` to the front. =/
uh huh. 6677 talked about the faults they made and discussed the answers. fcuk. whatever they had said, i did not do. so, who do you think is gonna score lower? i was on the verge of cryin` then kathy sort of realised it and told me not to, tellin` me that she did not do well too. thanks kathy. tried so hard to walk away, didnt wanna listen to what they had said for i've done nothing on the question paper. experiments went haywire. observations all wrong. time inaccurate. calculations not done. deduction not done. test for cation not done. ARGHS! if you're gonna fail, think about me. dont worry, someone will score lower than you; me.
-claps-
yup. been quite stressed up lately. dad's kinda stressin` me already. fcuk. have been thinkin` so much lately. have been cryin` late at night lately. i dont know what's wrong with me. i may look happy-go-lucky but that doesnt mean i dont worry about my studies. im just not cut out for it. dont fcukin` despise me just because i aint good in my studies. gimme chances to prove it to you that i can make it.
time. i need time. space. i need space. i need to breathe. i shall work hard. not givin` up. i hope.

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2004-04-27T22:09:00.001-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] away. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * mid year examinations
doing * slackin`

boo. i am back.
hahaha.
changed my layout to a simpler one. gonna inform everybody about my blog. spent several hours tryin` to solve some problems. screams*
lala. today, was a very borin` day. did nothing but slack, slack and slack. studied. lessons. boo. i almost slept.
had success english course after school. boo. boring. comprehension and summary skills. x(
then had geography thingy.
went down to canteen. saw jeffrey. asked him where siewkay they all were. but they left. so i asked if he and the other guys leavin` yet. so yea, i waited till they finished their game. uh huh.
saw weecheng and esther walkin` outta school. boon, shaun, eugene, jeff and derrick wanted to disturb them. so we chased after them. seemed a lil childish, but yea, quite cute of them. haha.
uh huh. exams' startin` next week. and im still slackin`. havent even started on anything yet. gee. i rock.
by the wayyy! those who wants me to link them from my blog, please leave a message on my tagboard! and remember to link yourself. =D
im outta here. gotta go sleep. am damn sleepy. zzz. peace out.

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2004-04-26T18:20:00.000-07:00

chattin` with * nobody
status * [ irc ] away. [ msn ] online
thinkin` of * how slack i am. >.<
doing * munchin` on gummy sweets bought from mini toons xP

=D muh first entry in this brand new blog. heh. yupp. pink. =D pink rocks! hiakk.
lala. today was a borin`, yet tirin` day. damn. i fell asleep durin` chem lessons and mrs siew stared at me. boo. had a long chat with hanhui yesterday. yup. haha. lame contents. xP yup. was talkin` about how shocked we were when we found out that we were related, somehow. haha.
yea. hanxian messaged me about his school fair. boo. too bad my prepaid doesnt have any money left in it. so i didnt reply him. x=
this morning, 6677 passed notes during social studies lessons. hiakk. we were talkin` about cute guys, cool guys and muscle men. LOL. x= contents shall not be revealed. =D~
lala. then, after school, siewkay, peishan and i were havin` this debate over this particular math question. i almost vomitted blood and died on the spot. xP
went to lot 1 after school with peishan, jiaqi and siewkay. ate macdonalds' ice cream. woots! =D~ lala. bought sweets from mini toons too! =D~~~~
oh yah, melissa [nball] boarded the bus with a guy. then they sat behind us. lala. siewkay was talkin` about growin` taller. so i said "what's the use of growin` taller when the guys now are so short?" lol! then there was silence. yea. the guy with melissa was short. and i didnt realise he might think im referring to him until there was silence. then jq, sk and ps just stared at me. and all of a sudden, we burst into laughter. whahahaha. xD i didnt say that deliberately marr. lol. x=
lalalala. yeaa. was quite fun today.
after that, i went home. took the lrt. then there was this damn indian baby. he cried at the top of his lungs. i blasted my discman but was still able to hear his cries. i wanted to screammm!!! =/ but i thought i should tolerate, after all, he's still a kid. grr. but i could tell many people were beginnin` to feel frustrated. warm weather + screamin` kid = intolerable. grr.
yea. then came home, put down my bag. and took my dog out for a walk. haha. she just bathed yesterday. =D~ and i was her hairdresser, i trimmed her fur. aint i nice? xP

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